Insomniac Diary #1

I'm awake, and it's 3:25 am. I can't stop thinking about the horrible day I've had, and how much my body hurts. Of course now I have the hic-ups. I wish I could just chuck my responsibilities out the window and sleep for the whole day. But, of course I can't do that and I have to be awake in a few hours to do it all over again. Sometimes it's so hard to believe that I'm an adult with a college degree and so many real world responsibilities. Now that I'm older, life seems to be way to fast for me...But I've always felt like I was in a race for time, and never had enough to grasp onto. Now I have to much and want to drop it all some days. I want to go to sleep......